The Detective reminds you of your son.
You don’t know why.
She doesn’t talk the same. She doesn’t even act the same. She always seems to be off in her own world.
Perhaps its her eyes. But how could you tell? She wears no glasses, but your son…
She claims she’ll find the killer.
Well, she never claimed that—she doesn’t say much that makes any sort of sense at all—but she is The Detective, isn’t she? That’s what she does.
You explain for the dozenth time what happened just hours ago–what has been seared into your memory, recorded on top of the better times you’d rather remember.
She interrupts.
She says she’s always hated talking with fathers, especially her own, all those years ago.
That doesn’t make sense! “Years ago? But you can’t be twelve!”
She looks at you strangely.
It’s that same look your son would give you when he thought you were missing something obvious. Perhaps you are, or perhaps you’re just missing something obvious to her.
And then you process the rest of the sentence. She hates talking with you? Your son just was just killed, and she’s supposed to help find the murderer! She should be asking you all sorts of questions, left right and center. Perhaps you should even be a suspect!
You wish she’d say you were a suspect, just so you could know she was doing something.
You start yelling about how awful she is, how your son deserves some respect, how he was a wonderful boy and why would anyone do this to him?
“Tell me something interesting.”
“You’re The Detective!” It’s her job to find it interesting!
She gives you that look again, and once more, you flash back to your son. You start to tell the story again, but she ignores you.
One of the other detectives takes things more seriously. He’s a weird looking fellow: donut frosting smeared all over the hints of stubble on his upper lip. Is he trying for a mustache? He should at least try to keep it clean.
It’s distracting, and right now, you want to be upset. Angry. Tired. Fearful. Despondent.
Not distracted.
“Have you and Adam had any disagreements recently? Fights?”
You freeze.
Yes, of course. Those fights. But you don’t talk about that.
“No.”
“You’re lying.”
It’s The Detective. She is a genius. It doesn’t mean you have to like her.