For the longest time, I’ve left the gender field blank. I could not stand to put in a lie, but I could not yet be open with the truth.
I no longer have to hide.
My gender identity is female.
It is a bit of a hassle. Well, quite a lot of a hassle. You see, my gender identity does not match the gender I was assigned at birth. “It’s a boy!” they said.
I really wish they could have consulted me first: from my perspective, the practice of assigning gender at birth can at times seem rather arbitrary… but it does, indeed, work for the vast majority of people.
It just sucks for people like me.
Over the course of the next few years, I will be going through a transition, so that I may change my gender presentation from male to female. It will be a long process. I won’t be ready to actually switch my gender presentation for awhile yet—probably not for another year or two.
The process, however, should begin within the next couple of months.
I’m still me. I always have been, and always will be, me. My gender is one aspect of me, one which has always been there, but it is just that: one aspect.
I am still a software engineer.
I am still a writer.
I am still a feminist.
I am still a huge fan of Up, Harry Potter, Doctor Who, and I am becoming a fan of Battlestar Galactica.
I love my family—my dad, my mom, my sister, my brother, my nephew, my cousins, my aunts & uncles. I love my friends, and I love my team.
Thank you.
If you have any questions—whether about gender & gender identity, or about my opinions on the morality of Albus Dumbledore—please ask.